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Laura Beausoleil
PLAY IT AGAIN, PSYCHE
In a recurring dream my house has too many rooms to remember what or who is in them, whether anyone helps with the rent, or whether the rooms need paint. Some are locked, some empty, and some I never bother to open.
Tired of it all, I want a change of address and rush to catch the next plane to somewhere else. But everyone in my house, except my two birds, slows me down, each squeezing into my suitcase what else I might need, until it’s too heavy to lift and must be left behind.
The plane hovers like a UFO, and aboard I discover that its only destination is home, that is, the island where I grew up. Front Street always looks the same. And there’s no one left I remember, which in each dream brings me seamless grief.
Then I lean sadly over the breakwater where tonight three whales are swimming toward me, who stop and talk from the waves. They have, they say, a message for me. The old folks who are gone want me to know they are happy living in my house, which is where I must look to find them.
Suddenly, as I’m about to leave, there’s an emergency. My birds, it seems, while following me, have fallen into the sea. I dive in, frantically, and catch them in my fingers like a net as they sink, pull them out, give them CPR, dry their feathers, and return them to their perch back in my house where they chirp wildly how happy they are that we’ve returned again in time for breakfast.
BEGINNING
I am a reporter, witness to a bed frozen over with despondency
and a floating woman
whose heart it seems rushes out her open mouth and otherwise seeps through her skin.
That great pliant muscle, is a pushover, it’s certain, a fait accompli.
The situation is now critical; with winter closing in, the doctors must warm her up before they let her down easy.
REUNION
The sky is a blue bridge.
I have wasted time homing over brown water and rusty ships instead of finding you on land. And now it’s too late to cross more seas as you prepare to leave.
Yet somewhere out in the wild white clouds we are perpetually in love,
in resounding, glorious flight, with never a thought of dying. |
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