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Ellen Elizabeth
Trail Signs
We thumped up flaming huckleberry slopes where columbine resisted autumn’s push to clean the place for winter’s dump of snow. Beyond the broken bridge and in the hush where mountain spirits waited wise and still, I sang old medicine to them and he just listened, squeezed my hand and stood until my eyes sought his beneath the cedar trees. The way he hiked with little word that day, in rain on Mount Rainier to Summerland, and didn’t push us faster, yet kept pace— I chose to pay attention to that man. When we descended through the heavy rain, our hearts, like nurse logs, held a seedling gain.
“Trail Signs” won a fourth-place prize in the rhyming poem category of the 2005 Writer’s Digest Contest
Words in a Sexual Abuse Survivor’s Group
The word trust rolled out and it was the lime green flavor in the gumball machine. My whole body pulled in and said, “Yuk. I don’t want that one. There goes a whole quarter.” Take trust and add an H. H stands for hell.
Put the headman of hell into trust and you get thrust, and I’m asking what was thrust into trust there in the darkened rooms of childhood so that now it ends up falling below cigarette butts and sticky coffee cups.
Silence. That’s an S. Remove silence from thrust and you get truth. And the truth is there was no God in the hell that was thrust into trust. God rolled out pink, the color you think will be bubblegum, but in your mouth
tastes like hairspray. Spit it out. The half-formed pink wad sticks on a red straw. The top of the trashcan swings over it like the arm of a priest giving last rites. God begins with G. G sits in the middle of anger, which rolled
out purple and tasted like grape. We chewed on that until our jaws ached. The healer woman said, “Get angry and you stop being a victim,” but I’m feeling someone might die if that got started. Still, there’s that G in the middle. God, the backbone of anger.
That puts matters in a whole new posture. Anger could be holy. And a God willing to be center of my anger might be one to trust.
from On Sandstone Singing
Advertising Chocolate
Godiva, divine maker of chocolate truffles, advertises salvation in a taste, no repentance needed, just indulge. They have studied our churches, learned the business of selling. They know the long history of trifles
and heaven gained through the tongue. “Confess with your mouth and you will be redeemed,” wails the holy roller, while in the cathedral a priest waves white wafers before the devout who would taste the son of God and find paradise. I am the word,
I am the bread of life, I am the luscious richness of delectable dark chocolate. Behold, your salivation is near; many are called, but few are choosey. “Speak your desire,” Herod urged Salome. Over and over the kings place heaven on the fervent platter of indulgence.
from On Sandstone Singing
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